wearing gifts from someone who doesn't love me
being the gift wrapped up in gifts
and left on the doorstep
hopeful until the sun sets
hopeful until the sun rises
and hopeful even as I bake in the sun
hopeful
and
dying to be opened
oh pretty please just look at me
look at how beautiful I am
even though I am so sad
even though you can't touch me
I can be the glittering seashell in your pocket
take me home and put me in your glass case
I promise I won't breathe
but the glass case has your wistful, unforgotten fingerprints in the dust
I stare at them from the inside
trace them over and over
my side is clean and dusted and tidy
so I leave no trace
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Kathleen
This is my favorite. And I know that’s selfish. And maybe even insensitive to say. But I feel connected to it. And have been there more times than I can count. Ugh. I feel this. Ugh.
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Also do you read Anne sexton. “As for me, I am a watercolor. I wash off.” Anyway I love this.
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