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last night, i had this bad dream
woke up shaky and nervous
can't find out what it means
could be anybody's guess
it was dark and late at night
everyone has gone to bed
but i stayed up, alright
bad things stuck up in my head
i dreamt i was alone
i dreamt the worst i'd ever done
everyone i'd ever known
had just left, there was no one
history repeats itself
time and time again
and all i do is sit and watch
and wait for it to end
i dreamt that you, my dear
you hated my very guts
i dreamt that all of those near
their hearts to me, they shut
it's all a bit pathetic
to call this but a dream
because as the day goes on
feels like it's meant to be
like it was some sort of prophecy
some future to be told
and now i'm up here shaking
even when it isn't cold
i'm scared for tomorrow
i'm gonna stay up again all night
so i won't have to see the sun
so i can pretend that i'm alright
my phone is on and off again
waiting for a message to send
to tell me it was real
and that everything's come to an end
i'm walking on broken glass
and discarded eggshells
but im hoping it's all in my head
that these aren't the cards i'm dealt
i'm scared, and i'm nervous
and i'm constantly disturbed
mistakes on repeating loops
my God, i never learn
everything i do is wrong
and nothing ever works
its like everything i touch
breaks and goes berserk
i hope its just a dream
and by tomorrow's morning light
everything is still the same
and everything's alright
i just need to be told
"you're okay, it's all fine"
i want someone to hold
so i can keep myself in line
it's all still so empty
my arms, my room, my mind
that stupid fucking dream
is creeping in with due time
all my words, a cry for help
but no one fucking answers
i have no one that i can call
i'm just stuck talking to a wall
please just tell me
"it's okay"
please make the bad thoughts
go away
i'm so hopelessly alone
but that's just the life
i've always known
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