new blog series?

been having something in the works. i spent a tidbit of time researching this thing, and then I thought up making it a series. and then i lost all motivation after typing up a really organized disclaimer about harassment  for it. just know that the post is in the works, and i have a thing coming up to share! gonna be a long and not important thing, but a bit of one. like an unorganized essay detailing my journey learning about something sad-ish.