TW: Blood tests

So I went to get lab work done today and the lady drawing my blood absolutely fucking butchered it and had the mother fucking nerve to insist on letting her try again. He stabbed my arm, didn't even get it in my vein, blood shot everywhere but in the vial and she was aggressively moving the needle around under my skin. So of course I refused to let her try again. It was so bad even my fiance, who's there to support me because I have Vasovagal Syncope and am at a risk of passing out, almost fainted. I made it out of there without passing out and ended up have a seizure in the car instead. Even the lady's co-workers came in like "wtff?" and she still insisting that it was all in my head like she totally just didn't traumatize a patient with issues already.