WENT ON A DATE LAST NIGHT

So we had a date planned for today, and then she had a really hard night so I offered to hang out as friends for a sec. We had food and it was great hanging as friends, but then I offered to walk outside and when we left it was happening and woah. Shit. We were both a lil awkward so we talked about it cuz we’re really open people with good communication. We both kinda know we have some feelings, but they arnt any heavy shit? its just a crush, and thats fun. We laughed and smiled and hung out and it was a little bit magical?! So awesome. Dude, in my back pocket I had this lesbian pen-pal backseating for me which was a little funny, cuz I keep telling her to chase that girl she likes and she ignores me but now I’m the first one to get a date?! She was so happy for me…. we arnt super close lmao so it was nice to have someone to talk to about it without it being weird. Anyways. We stayed out for an hour, got drinks and talked about life and stuff, and it was like 7:00 nighttime and the stars were out and it was cold but kinda romantic and we were having a good time. Honestly, i care about her so much as a friend, it was so relieving to see her smile. Now that I kinda like her a bit more than that too tho, its exciting!!! Hell. Yes.

Her ma drive me home, and she was a little suspicious but overall really cool. She was feeling a bit vulnerable so her ma was protective…. im rambling, i wrote some of this before my date today, and then I just had another date, and more shit is happening, and its just… man. Life is looking up for me. I refuse to let it look down.