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So. I've been feeling better ever since i've decided to really live instead of just survive. and uh. Yeah a lot of different human functions have returned, mainly emotions and feelijgs and shit. One of which is crushes, and I kinda might have one on a friend? i dont know, and I told her that I didnt know. We've both been dancing around feelings at different times, and since we're pretty open we decided to go to lunch to sort things out a bit and see how we feel. Or atleast thats what I was thinking, and suggested it. And she agreed. I've been conflicted cuz I think she feels the same lmao. It got weird, we used to hug eachother platonically? and suddenly its awkward again. This is befroe everything, and now it was a bit awkward? So i think she feels the same? PFASHJDIWHUDW idk im ranting. But she agreed to the thing, so ig its a date???? IM GOING ON A DATE FUCK YEAH.
BRO IM GOING ON A DATE. honestly? even if we end up as just friends, which im actually really cool with and i think shes cool with cuz i value our friendship a lot. But if she ends up having a crush too, then perhaps more dates would be fun uwu. Or somethign???? IDK THIS IS MY FIRST DATE LAMFSIDASWDAOIDASDHOAWSDHH IVE ASKED PEOPLE OUT TWICE BEFROE AND SUDDENLY I HAVE A 50/50 SUCCESS RATE LMAO it felt good last time with the rejection with the other person so I wanted to try this time AND IT WORKED WHAT. CRAZYYYY. Im actually happy?! I DONT FEEL HAPPY EVER WHAT IS THESE FEELIGS. BROOOO IM GOING ON A DATE FUCK YEAHHHHH whatever happens, this is a really epic moment
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Congrats man
dawww thanks dude! im nervous but happy
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