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You ever wake up and realize how little you matter. But instead of dwelling on it you're like, "Cool". It saddens you to just exist for the sole reason of existence. Animals are born and live life with some biological instructions built in like a life feature we humans can just throw away and change. I want to escape from this skin I was born into. I want that life I see in surrounding me almost everyday of just loving families, good grades, and life-long connections I just can't seem to grasp. The more I think the more I feel it's a personal problem even though I am aware of the factors at bay. If I could isolate myself in my own hollow skin, maybe I can fake seeing the light enjoy the wonders of life.
Sigh.
I guess I did dwell on it.
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swchr
I feel you. The incapability of just being unable to do much about a lot of things makes me upset. I'm a speck on the world with a very low chance of having any major significance on peoples' lives. That's just.. sad. It does make you think what the point of it all is when you believe in nothing specific and have no goals. I guess that's step 1 for most people: Get a goal. Shit's practically impossible, however.
Im glad you can agree with this but I also wish we didn't have to feel like this. But knowing someone can sympathize with me provides a much needed comfort. :)
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Absolutely.
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