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repost from somewhere else. heavy tw of self harm and depression and death. thought i might put it here too ig. For those of you who might be in a hard place but still fighting, you might wanna see this.
im really sad that no one in my family takes me seriously. i work so damn hard. i fight for a better life. ive stared hardship and pain and that downward spiral into undesponsive hell in the face. have i thought of self harm before? sure. have I been in a terrible place before? of fucking course! but in the last couple years. ive worked so damn hard. ive took medication. ive went to many many therapists. ive made new friends. ive pulled my grades up. ive worked on my mental health, not enough but a lot. And im still fighting. ive been fighting this entire time. in my worst moments, ive always fougjt for that shred. that shred of life i want to live so damn badly. that happyness i chase, even when i cant see it anymore. that crush i wanna have, that person i wanna fuck. i dont give a fucking damn. i wanna live goddamnit. peoplealways forget that. people forget that i wanna fucking live. and they treat me like an idiot child whos oooh so at fault and doesnt jnow what hes doing and isnt trying anymore and whatever. bullshit. im still fighting. and if its not with them, illl fight for myself. i wanna live. nothing is gonna stop me, depression or whatever. its always been like this
sorry for bad grammer ive been crying
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swchr
i didn't want to not leave a comment, so here's my comment i guess. i read it all and, well, i wish you good luck. i'm sorry i can't offer you much more support except a few words.
yeah np dude! im feeling a bit better now. just kinda greatful to be alive… i wanna live and experience the earth ya know? even when it getd hard, i try to keep fighting
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