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how hard it must be to love someone who is so pathetically sad and empty inside. the beginning stages when they hardly know you are easy but as things get deeper they also get darker and it gets harder to hide those messed up parts of you from them. it's not you and you didn't choose to be depressed but you have to go through it anyways and most people just don't have the energy or patience to put up with it. they'll toss you aside when they realize it's too much for them to handle, they don't want to put in the painstaking effort it takes to get through to you, they're scared you'll become an emotional vampire in the long run. should i even bother dreaming of the day somebody gives me 100% of their love? is it even possible? i'm terrified of letting someone in again and and falling dangerously only for them to abandon me when things get rocky. what superhuman would be patient enough to let me heal with them?
loving with mental illness
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XoXo_SamjL_XoXo
I totally understand how you're feeling. A lot of people think relationships should be perfect all the time but when it comes down to it there will always be hardship, no one is perfect. That's why you need to find someone that you are willing to fight for and fight with through those tough battles. Because by the end of it, love will either break or blossom.
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this is so #relatable , thank you for putting this feeling into words
stone
I feel you, i have a Girlfriend and as much as i love her, i just dont really tell her whats happening in my life rn, because i dont wanna worry her, or make her realise what a piece of miserable shit i actually am, i know shes struggeling too, and i dont want to drag her down with me.