(this blog is going to be depressing so beware)
so 19, it sucks. i feel like my life keeps slipping though my fingers. i mean it's probably not for people with a crippling fear of growing up. im not ready to be 20. im not ready to be a real adult. i don't want to be an adult. i just want to be 17 again. i tried to cherish being 17 as much as i could and it still hurts. i don't know what to do anymore.
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ALostDarkendSoul5637
Relatable I still can't believe I'm 23 and almost 24. I still feel like I should be at least 22 or 21 still. Mentally I feel 17. I even looked back at some old pictures I took back when I was 17 back in 2016 and thought to myself. "Hm didn't I take these pictures not too long ago? Nope it was 5, 6 years ago!
VivaFriends!
I feel this. I'm seventeen, turning 18 in June, and I'm pretty overwhelmed. Lately I've been feeling slightly better, since I'll be able to go drinking with friends and go to concerts when they are on, but I just miss being a kid so much. And then I think about how I need to enjoy the last few months of childhood, but I'm just too stressed and nothing I do will be enough, I will only stress myself out even more. Ugh sorry for venting on your post this is just something I've been worried about for a while. Again I've been feeling a bit better about it lately, but I still beel like I am wasting my teen years. Again sorry for posting an essay in the comments I probably should have just made my own post but yeah.
no it's fine i totally understand i felt the same way when i was 17 (i think). im fine with the venting. i was a little embrassed that this blog was more emotional. someone matching the energy definitely made me feel better. you should definitely cherish the last bit of childhood you have left. turning 18 is a blur for people who're afraid of growing up.
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Thank you for the insight💖💗 it's nice to hear from somebody else whose been there. I already feel like I've wasted most of my childhood, so there's not much I can do to change that within one month though.. at least I've still got a couple of years left of being a teen I guess, and I'm honestly just clinging to that idea. I'm still a teen, I can just legally go to the concerts and clubs I felt like I was missing out on when I was younger. I have no idea what I will do when I reach twenty... maybe I will have adjusted by then?? But yeah, thank you so much for your reassuring reply, I'm terrible at taking someone else's posts and making them all about me
. But yeah, try to rest easy if you can, we all grow at different rates after all, and if you feel overwhelmed or that you need to step away I'd say that's a valid enough reason to seek out opportunities to take a break (not sure what those opportunities would be though), just to sort things out, idk I have no life experience lol
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