romance problems.. an update-ish

So uh. yesterday. My friend ended up responding to me, the one who broke up with her ex. Yeah, she told me that she felt really sad… not really sure why, but that it wasnt my fault. I felt so bad… I kept apologizing. She mentioned something about her ex… and I asked if hes still bothering her, which he is. It wasnt only that, but it must have been part of it, according to her. So. I kinda shared my thoughts? my weird feelings for how this all went down and how i felt shitty not putting 2 and 2 together that she liked him cuz I let my brain tell me she just wanted to know him better… and then she didnt respond for a sec. When she did, her tone had changed a bit. She apologized to me, saying that she projected onto me. I was really confused… i asked her what she meant but she said that she didnt wanna talk about it cuz it was embarrassing, but still wanted to talk to me. So we kinda talked late into the night, about random crap and things and feelings. I asked her again what it was, but she never ended up telling me. Honestly, I also told her i dont even know if he likes me, but she disregarded it. Nothing even happened, but i still felt kinda bad, albiet more confused. 

Fast forward to today. We had planned a get-together before all of this happened to play DnD. Me, her, him, and another friend. God, it was now terrifying. But time came around, and I met up with her first. It was ok i guess… she just didnt talk about it. Kinda weird. Idk. Then the other two including him came, and we all just hung out and played. I dont think he had a great time, but i kinda liked enjoying his company. It was one of the first times id hung out with him irl outside of school. Odd, but a bit pleasant? I couldnt and still cant read him… im a pretty good read of character and I can usually guess what people are thinking, but for him I never could. I couldnt tell if he was made uncomfortable by me, if i didnt like me or what. Felt a bit draining tbh. I made it through and we all went on a walk… and i remembered. I dont think he knew I told her, and he also didnt know she had a crush on him. Did she still? i dont even know. It felt a bit alien to hang out after such a stressful night… I had fun but left almost as confused as when I went. Well, guess i wont know for now. Peace out guys, have a good afternoon/evening