i cant stop thinking

i cant stop thinking of her face, i just wanna see her face again. for some reason, i just cant stop trying to remember it. i try everything i can to get away from the feeling and the need to see her but when im in bed at night with nowhere else left to run to i think of her. its like her essence is all around the city and shes lost, and im lost too. its been years, i dream of her sporadically and vividly. shes always dying.