Selfish

Uncertainty washing over me

Cannot find the key for the secrets of the future it does not exist

Time is the only thing that will tell

I have to get strong I cannot miss 

Now that I have people I care about 

I’ll do my best to get them out 

Out of the matrix of this cruel world 

We must escape this twisted place 

A place of hatred of love logic and race 

Sometimes I wish I could go to space 

Escape this corrupted world that humans create 

I want my loved ones to stay awake 

I do not want them to wind up late 

Not another statistic 

Please don’t leave me with survivors guilt

Please don’t die before me 

I’m selfish