I graduated!

Amongst all of that pain and agony, I graduated. I can't believe it, its such a big achievement for me and now I am going to try the board exams like why do I have always put myself into situations that really causes me to burnout, honestly? I feel like im a bit masochist for always putting myself through all of this pain in life. My intuition just tells me that I have to take it, it feels wrong if I am not there. There are days that I really doubt myself but I will just remember this - "I feel so behind comapred to everyone in this room, and that's okay at least you're in the room"