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Hey,
I'm very very sad. Sorry to always complain. Those days I feel so lonely. I don't feel loved and my sisters have their own boyfriends so I end up alone. I do nothing during summer break , just in my room in the dark. Sometimes I get shower and I'm proud but most of the times I bedrott and often cry. I tried to make cute female friends on Spacehey but nobody accepted my request so I guess I'm not worth it. I just wanna be that cute girly girl. I end up being the loser slutty girl. What's so wrong in me ? I have my cat who cuddled with me today and I felt loved. It's weird how lonely someone can be at only 16yo. I'll be 17 soon and it feels like the end of my life. I wanna be as cool as my sisters but idk who I am and what my own vibe is. I don't have much friends and probably will stop talking after highschool. No idea what study I want to do and it's stressful. I wanted to open a coffee shop but also making art ? But I'm very bad at it so idk what I'm good at. I feel like I belong nowhere and that's why I make everyone feel normal and I understand them so they don't feel like I do. I hope I'll be good enough one day for someone.
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Dahlia🩵💕✨
U and me both are on similar boats OMG T^T feel you with the high school friends,I have a few we don't talk with so much all we do is send reels and boom call it a day. kinda makes me think a few of the ones I met in school only talked with me to not be alone,based on the people they hang out with today but yeah.
Im still a college student technically but I stopped studying so idk what to do anymore,now I'm searching for whatever jobs I can do since commissions never came :b
rly hope we figure this one out cuz even at 20 I still dont know what I'm doing with my life T^T