Im doing so shit mentally
It just feel like no matter how much I try or what I do it's just points
I just so tired of everything rn
Its so hard to find motivation to just continue with work and life in general
But I have to
No one will wait for me to rest and catch up
No one will even ask irl if im even still floating at the surface
They say im fine. They say you worry too much. They say im over reacting.
They dismiss me when I try to get help yet when I eventually breakdown they'll be surprised as if I didn't try to tell them I'm drowning...
It just feels hopeless trying to get help at this point
They always tell me I should be comfortable to get help yet I'm completely dismissed when I do
I gotta do to deal with this all on my own
Again.
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