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Depression is kicking my ass

Im doing so shit mentally 

It just feel like no matter how much I try or what I do it's just points 

I just so tired of everything rn 

Its so hard to find motivation to just continue with work and life in general 

But I have to

No one will wait for me to rest and catch up 

No one will even ask irl if im even still floating at the surface 

They say im fine. They say you worry too much. They say im over reacting. 

They dismiss me when I try to get help yet when I eventually breakdown they'll be surprised as if I didn't try to tell them I'm drowning...

It just feels hopeless trying to get help at this point

They always tell me I should be comfortable to get help yet I'm completely dismissed when I do

I gotta do to deal with this all on my own 

Again.


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