WHY CANT I B NEUROTYPICAL

Teh urge to infodump abt my special interest is almost 2 much,,, Q^Q. Like i haven't talked abt my special interest in a few weeks to anyone and its all bottled up inside of me. I feel so so sorry for the poor fool who asks me something even related to my special interest. And like i relate everything back to it??? like i'll be sitting in class then read a math problem and i'll go "haha thats something ancom would do!" HELP. And it sux bc my special interest is politics and NO ONE IK CARES ABT POLITICZ. PLEASE LET ME TALK ABT IT. and i'll like cry bc i just wanna talk about fluffing politics but NO ONE will care because its POLITICZ. i just wanna talk about how capitalism is corrupting the youth into normalizing unhealthy and unrealisic working standards and how us as the working class need to fight against it BUT NO ONE WILL LET ME PLEASE.