19 [05/06/2026]

   First of all, HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!
   It's amazing how everything and nothing has been happening at the same time, so much so, that I couldn't write for sooo long TT-TT

   In mid may I officially finished my first year of college. (Yayy) My average is pretty good and i didn't have to repeat any exams! I probably wouldn't be able to do it - mentally or academically - if it weren't for the people around me.

   From then on, all I did was going back to doing job applications back to back (and getting either no response or rejected left and right because I have no experience). That got me pretty upset and disappointed in myself because I could always do things differently during the few interviews that I got, then maybe things would turn out differently. But during that period Stardew Valley happened.
   God that game is sooo good, I got sucked right in. I have no idea what was put in it but once I start it, I can't stop! But it definitely was a good way to forget all of my frustrations.

   But this week, somehow, in some way, I passed in an interview and now I'm in formation(?) before I get an actual contract. It's in sales, which makes me question how exactly that happened but I'm trying my best! I don't want to disappoint anyone and the environment there is very friendly. Like yesterday was my birthday (I usually prefer not to do anything during that day) and as soon as they found out, they sang happy birthday. That was really cute and I really hope I can stay.

   Holy yap, I swear I can never write short bulletins. But thank you very much if read this and I wish you an amazing day/night <3

   Listening to: Realize by Silica Gel