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I'm giving up on love, I've never had a girlfriend and never will. I can never actually talk to a woman that's not in my immediate family, and whenever I do, I feel like a harassing prick. Maybe one day I'll finally feel normal about stuff like this, but until then, my true love is that of the sea.
I even feel bad interacting with women, even if it's not of a sexual or romantic manner. Whenever I do, regardless of what the girl thinks, my brain convinces me I'm a misogynistic asswipe, even though I never try to be an ass.
By the way, I'm not aromantic or asexual. Nothing against people who are, but I personally don't consider myself as either of those.
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StickmanClassic1996
Don't hate yourself brother. In fact, people will hate you more for hating yourself, and then you'll just hate yourself more, etc., etc. Hate them instead.
Reζreset Fallen
This should clear up as you get much older. Propaganda has been pumped into your head from an early age, to hate yourself. Just detox from that, and discover the truth for things yourself. I'll tell you this though: everything you've been told about women is a lie. What they respond to, how they really operate, everything.
jacky
This is SO real and sorry u gotta go through it
The feeling of being awkward and weird near people just suckss
It seems you do always think youre a prick or are being weird ,even tho you arent.Learn to love yourself first before loving someone else, to properly look at yourself and think that you are a good looking guy and deserving of love.
I also cant seem to find love and i feel awkward talking to boys my age and its a bummer, idk when ill ever even find that special person and im afraid ill end up alone
Just know ur not the only one struggling and theres whole shit ton of us who feel like this