Excited for the new life sim!!!!

PARALIVES!!!! IT'S TODAY!!!! (in like 8 hours or something whatever)

I have been in a bad mood all weekend it feels like, now i can just stay at home and play a new game, loser style :D

I literally have a friend hangout today, but i really wanna stay home, NOT JUST BECAUSE OF THE GAME (although it's a big plus) but also because i'm feeling sick, all the time now. Slept for 20 hours recently, and been feeling weak and dizzy since, even after drinking water and eating canned tuna + leftover ice cream. 

Also if i go out i will die from the sheer temperature, and i still keep saying that i like summer (it's an abusive relationship, and i'm the victim) but i just love summer fun, like camping and stuff, and mostly just starting fires, everything i like about summer has to do with that. Swimming isn't too bad, depends on how warm the water is and if my texture issues allow it (if i see a single algae i will not go, last summer my friends took me to a lake with algae and i had to swim through a bunch of it, i was visibly and VERY audibly distressed) Also if i'm having a bad eczema day, then the water is also a hell no. Otherwise i'm cool with the water, also i don't get a sunburn that easily, somehow... (Only god knows how a pale little cave dweller like me isn't being smited by the first succulent UV rays that grace me)

Ok back to the gaming topic.

I have totally mentioned my love for architecture and interior design here, so you bet that i'm gonna be building for hours, especially with the super free system without a grid and also 360° rotation for the decor. Sims 4 is another abusive partner that i'm gonna mention, i hate that game, and now i don't ever have to go back, honestly i will learn modding just so i can add stuff that i want to paralives JUST so i don't even have to think of the sims 4. I'm not really sure about the character creator just yet, but i will get used to it. Maybe i should bring back some of my old characters from the Sims 4, although all of them are occult characters, so that's not gonna work. That is my biggest issue with the game so far, no occults (which is completely reasonable, it's a lot of work for slightly niche gameplay, even tho there are a lot of people who like it) although iirc they have talked about maybe adding them in the future, or i genuinely have to start learning modding, only time will tell. I really just love occult gameplay and also aesthetics (was it partially because i felt heavily ostracized in my community and developed a theory about being a supernatural entity because i wasn't liked? yeah actually, but also werewolf funny) I had a delusion about being a different creature depending on what i was going through, so i wasn't exclusively a werewolf guy, vampires were actually the og hyper fixation.

But yeah gameplay is what i'm truly looking for, i really need something fun. Also i guess i'm gonna be catching bugs on the front lines with the rest of the life sim enthusiasts :D