Some Days I Don't Think Of You At All

My duvet was just learning how I smell again

At the time it learned my new lover’s scent

I loved you, I thought, I loved you more than you knew,

I think, I think you never knew what love meant

I no longer recall what kind of bread you like

I no longer care a crumb for if your hungry rage is fed

I no longer need to worry if you’re about to scream blue murder

Because I left your latest overkill on read

No more

Diplomatic self hatred

No more

Silent soaking pillows in our bed

No more

Cold sweat night scream terror dreams i love you

No more I love you no more

Still, I panic that you’ll find me

And cut me down for daring to walk tall

I’m feeling more myself than I ever have before

And now some days I don’t think of you at all