Been a while

Wtw space been a coo 2yrs away lil update on ma mental sht still fucked😂 got a apartment 6 months after I graduated then lost tht mfka n went into debt a few weeks afterward I broke up w my gf cs I was dealing with a lot and she was not makin it any better if anything she was adding on to my issues. With that being said it’s been another year since then and idk I’m js kinda numb to this life sht it’s so stupid. Yu ever get tired of living? Not on a suicidal note but on a tired one I wish life had an option to decline birth with all the terms and regulations attached. This has made me think about my own future kids and wether I really want any or not, the economy is bad asl and I don’t even wana get started on worlds people in power… ik people go thru their own trials and someone is always going thru worse which is what I’ve always heard but has no one ever said your not the next guy?! People handle sht in different ways someone’s small trials could be the next man’s 13th reason. I guess I’m saying all this to say thee world is a terrible place and nobody cares so do what you want.