paranoia // slowly spirals be cautious

down under the door

where the gaps of light run

it crawls to me

a trail of thoughts

it runs up my arm

into my ears

and poisons my mind

to makes me blind

so i run wild

i chase the notes

when i leap to the sky

i fall to the water

with my anchor

lighting the scene

can you feel the shiver

the silence and tension

and people try not to laugh

and i feel pity

because they cant take

people seriously

its my fault and i hate them

they dont take it seriously

i want to kill them

the shiver is a lot

i want to run

i want to run from here

they just laugh

they just laugh

they dont respect things

until it is a punishment

they wont take it seriously

until a gun is at their head

and ill shoot them dead

and theyll still be laughing

a bloody, laughing

mess on the floor

and ill run and the laughing

rings through my head

and ill close my eyes

and everything will be okay

and everything will be okay

i pull the thoughts out my head

it slips out under the door

for another day

- 🧿 / 🌡️ / 🎞️