Omg I Wish I Didn't Say That + New Selfie + New Piercing

Bro my dumbass got a piercing (I'll update yall on that in another psot or smth im hella tired) And I am trying to builf up a good raport with my piercer. That's what they say is one of the first steps to securing an apprenticeship. So I really go out of my way to ask questions, like if I see a piercing on insta I will send it and ask if it's a safe piercing etc. And I don't know why but I've heard of taking ibuprohen to help with oral piercings especially so I was going to and then my brain was like, "Wait no, what if it's like you're not suppsoed to take ibuprophen after getting a piercing or it will raise the chances of infection or smth yk. So I thought it'd be a good question but then, the anxiety of, "what if this man thinks I'm hitting on him, or he knows I happen to find him attractive and thinks this is some creepy way of me trying to hit on him. This is one of the few circumstances that I'm genuinly annoyed that I'm gay. 

It just feels so silly asking him questions I could look up online in 30 seconds and not waste either of ours time... So now I just feel so creepy and gross. RAHG and he's so quick with his work I now worry it's becuase he wants to get me out as quick as possible because he's uncomfortable. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Anyways, I got my Monroe Pierced. I thought it would be a vibe to be a guy with one but I wasn't sure it would look good. That kinda made me wanna get it pierced more, I've never gotten a piercing I was so unsure about. So yeah. It might be gone in 3 weeks, who knows. Do you think it was pierced in a good spot??? I want honesty but I'm not sure it'd be worth the pain...

Selfie: