Dude i hate this day

Heyyy i was gone for a long time again. Many people have been talking about this inviting shit. But idk about that. The last days have been absolutely awful, but not I'm sitting in my therapists waiting room. I always do it when I'm sitting here, always writing this. It's holidays now in germany. I'll go to wilhelmshaven for holidays. Finally leaving Bonn for a moment. Girl this city is horrible. I guess it's good that I'm finally here, the last days. Oh god. They were horrible. I spent my time with distracting myself with my nintendo. Although then the cable broke and my distraction was gone. I can't wait to be at home again. The past days have been cold girll absolutely cold. Some arab grandma sat next to me, she's looking at my screen. Whatever she can read this. I just wanna go home dude. Anyways I'll eat some mashed potatoes today with some Spinach. It's so windy i feel like I'm flying away. Anyways. I was thinking about going to Aldi or penny or whatever. But nope. I'll immediately drive home. You kmow the feeling when someone's sitting next to you so you have the feeling you can't listen to loud music? Yeah that's what i have right now. It's horrible. Anyways I'll continue writing later bye bye^^