more random thoughtswow these titles arent getting creative

hai

im listening to ‘the calm’ right now

its the main song used in sally face

i love sally face

my memory of that game is shared with her, as a lot of things are

i can usually not think about how many interests and things i did were with her

but when im here late at night 

alone

the thoughts don’t exactly stop

thats why i love to sleep call

being alone late at night like this

i always get melancholic and think about the past

and this song is a great representation of that

the calm yet foreboding melody, with awkward and melancholic support

its all just so

‘eh’, you know?

are things going to be better?

of course they are, but i still just get those thoughts sometimes

i miss loving

the way i love now wont hurt anyone, right?

perhaps theres still that part of me which enjoys hurting others

i desperately want to stomp it out 

wouldn’t it be so amazing if everyone could just get rid of the parts of themselves they don’t like

hell if i could do that then i wouldn’t be some mentally ill teenager who seeks validation from people on the internet 

oh yeah trust jaden you’ll find the love of your life on the internet! shes waiting for you bro trust bro! just join that roblox lobby one more time and they’ll be there!

LOL

does anyone find these blogs insightful

relatable?

i am not a person to want to relate to

but i’d feel happy if someone could atleast feel seen reading these blogs

i don’t think any of these blogs have helped me make friends

i guess it hasnt reached the right person

usually whenever i make ‘friends’ on here

well not just on here just generally irl and online, they dont last

i dont know why

i always out in effort and reach out

so why do i rarely get it back

i don’t want to think im that unlikable

am i needed?

does anyone NEED me?

that they genuinely would have a much worser life without me

i don’t believe so

thats okay i guess

i should just be happy with what i have

oh today i popped tf off in val when i was playing with liz

i top fragged every game

so ladies/men/any other gender if you’re insecure and in need of a carry then hmu im 5’10 and mentally ill btw haha yurrr 😛😛😛

hi lol

jk.. i would never replace my duo lizzy

i dont think im even her duo anymore

ah i miss that too

having a duo to myself

can i stop being such a loser

man these blogs have been getting sadder again

i just

dont have anything more positive to say really

i was never the positive guy

i still think things will get better and change

but i just dont have the words for that anymore

maybe soon i’ll have more positive things to say

can a tomoko/ame chan/maya kin with my interests just manifest in my dms PLEASE GOD PLEASEEEEEEE THIS IS ALL I ASK

🥹wht am i saying yo

alrigjt this was longer than i expected 

goodnight everypony

have a great day ^_^