miserable attention wh0000re

i wish i wasn’t so desperate for attention. my long distance crush/situationship/whatever just tweeted that he has a crush on someone. wow. such great news! but i have to ask what about the fact that you keep hitting on me ? or am i just too much of an idiot to think that was flirting and you were just joking around and i just take it too seriously? i’m so fucking tired man i told myself that this would be a two weeks long crush at best and it’s about to be TWO FUCKING MONTHS. maybe i should just stop talking to him for my own sake. but he literally has me wrapped around his finger. i get all mad about his actions and then he texts me and he treats me so nice and i’m like hey maybe he isn’t so bad but HE IS.