and that one regret is you

i am afraid i am becoming like you. detached. cold. I'm afraid maybe it's the best for me, but in the end, my actions are different. it's so weird. i am trying to solve everything, even though it's all a big mess. human relationships are complicated, weird. 

Music is weird. it grows with you. A single song can have so many meanings, so many words left unsaid. So many things, socmany thoughts. People and feelings unravel right beneath us, and there's nothing we can do about it. Human relationships are complicated. Very. 

Life is confusing. Is it wrong that I just want to sleep?

My hands tremble with the weight of my sins, of my confessions. 

I'll drop the weight no matter what happens.