Unapproachable. rambling about that.

summary of this text wall?

emo fag complains about themself. herself? 

I feel like people view me as totally unapproachable. Is it just because the way I am? is it my my body? the way I'm dressed? Is it because I wear my hair long? I just want to know why I don't get talked to. God forbid the person behind me is reading this as I type it out. knowing my insecurities is the last thing I want anyone to know. Those are for Max, and the rest my friends. I know they won't make fun of me for them. judge me for them. but also those are people that live hundreds of miles away! I want to let people that are in my life know these things. Can't tell my parents, they're both just horrible when I comes to me expressing self doubt. But I guess that's what the therapist is for. I just feel trapped in this building all day. There are so many cool people that are in this school, and we'd probably get along really well! it's just that i'm too afraid to walk up and try to talk with them. So maybe it's me. Maybe it's because I keep to myself too much. who knows. me probably. aghhhhh. just looking at what I've typed so far it's just a text wall and looping back on itself. I'll stop now because if I don't this will go on forever.