Mystery or is it? Conversation

I felt the need to come over here and gab now that I feel like writing some material over here. Personal life update - I am getting more excited for my event. I am going into lots of planning over the weekend to see. And hopefully sometime soon and I mean soon give a more clear, better, detailed update hopefully with a date too!! 

But having mystery in life can cause a stir in ones soul always debating if the unknown of a goal, job, friendship, task and loving. I feel when you over think things like myself, it can cause all these "what ifs" if your mind, or perhaps you create maybe over playing made up situations in your head out of worrying or love, we all do it, I know a few people that do this (mostly cousins and closer friends) sometimes that mystery and unknown leads you down a dark hole with your thoughts, maybe even over thinking and if you have a mental illness then you are for sure over playing your thoughts and its always good to focus on what is at hand from day to day, bigger goals for me I manage day to day to get to the ultimate (where's that CRYSTAL BALL!!!!!) sometimes having some mystery is good a healthy one but don't over play things in your head if you are dealing with something, I think even more you get more obsessed or you think about something from the future and think of all these plans, what ifs, I guess where I am going is that mystery the one within yourself of always creating these fears, or deeply wanting to know something, a goal driving you nuts, a person you can't communicate with, friends and family it all boils down to you and your sanity and mental health at the end of the day, I feel if that's not fine tuned at least a few days outta the week it can be more than stressful let me tell you!! There is good mystery and the own bad mystery within ourselves we create from over thinking maybe perhaps at night or just in general. 

We all feel at times is this person a time waster? You should know in your heart right away. A 

PS. Glad things are slowing down in certain areas and picking up in others. The beautiful wonders of life I guess. The things it throws at us. I am blessed things are just going on a wave of just more certainty within my own goals. 

Don't let the mystery get to you too much. Sit down and relax. Sometimes when we over think or not focus on what we need to it can...hate to say it make our work sloppy. SO! I guess right now I am glad I am in a better zone. IN THE ZONE!! 

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