empty

I don't know what I'm looking for. I'm really missing a ton of toxic people that used to be in my life and the urge to reach out is starting to really bother me. I know it's in my best interest not to but it's hard to find someone who really truly understands you inside and out. There's so much I overshare about to hide the fact that I have a ton of shit that I never and probably will never be able to share with anyone. I just miss how things used to be.. but I don't miss how awful it was to actually live through some experiences they've put me through. It sucks being genuine with people who would never care to do the same with you.