February 23rd 2026: Uncomfortable and gender stuff

Today was normal. I did my routine as always and our classes were shorter because this week a lot of sports stuff will happen.

I was sanding between 2 couples and i felt horrible. I couldn’t read because it was too loud, the most interesting part of the game already happened and my friend went to go do something else so for 2 hours i was just there alone with my thoughts and my experiences. I sometimes have very horrible intrusive thoughts about doing bad stuff. I really wish i could be normal sometimes.

If i could change one thing about my life it probably be my gender. Im happy being a male but sometimes I see girls hugging each other having fun with each other and doing stuff that men dont do. I guess i just wish i could swap every once in a while. Ive already thought about being gender fluid im pretty sure i am.

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