Find the beauty in things not the decay

What do we find beautiful a sunset a sunrise the shimmer in the eyes of someone who loves you just thoughts that rattle loosely in my mind from day to day for me I find beauty in music in the smile of a woman kids playing free from the knowledge of the evil in this world not a care in the world. Now the sad part is lately I feel like I'm waking up in a world I don't belong in like everything I find beautiful is slowly decaying and I can't stop it I just want to wake up from this nightmare and see the beauty again not the fighting and anger killing and twisting our souls grinding them into dust until no beauty is left and all is lost...love and peace to all good night.