my aesthetic (w/pic)

 23 year old me typing rn. i fucked up and accidentally deleted the pic from 3-4 YEARS AGO and when i posted it again, i mean LOOOKK im so fucking pissed its so small.

i call my aesthetic alternative softgirl. i like colors and looking all cutesy but i also like broken glass and blood and knives. i was gonna say "alt softgirl" for short but the word alt makes me hurl. my friend called me an edgy softgirl and i was like "cringy but not wrong" anyways i just realized both of these makeup looks i did have hearts incorporated into them and i just want to say that not all of my makeup looks have hearts.