Lowkey petrified in this office

I am god's strongest overthinker, i'm already assuming that this will go horrible. It's one badly worded sentence and it's over :') 

I gotta lock in

Because they don't wanna hear that you're doing so horrible that you need to be on acute care, but they don't wanna hear that your life is pretty alright because "why are you here then???"

I am talking about therapy btw, idk if i clarified (haven't slept and stuff, been all over the place, can't stay still) I actually have never been offered therapy, so this is a first, i hope that it's good, this was the only one i could get, everything else costs an actual organ, and i'm saving those for friends and family. Speaking of, gonna get an appointment for a blood donation again, i would've gone earlier but i got piercings again, so had to wait 4 months. 

I think i should start with the stuff that i've written about in here before, that seems like a good start, i think they wanna talk about my past here instead of the stuff going on rn.

Actually this is gonna be different from nurses and doctors, i just realized, i actually might be alright.

15 minutes until i get called in

Send thoughts and prayers ig, or any positive energy (if you're not in the jesus cult like me)

Worst case scenario the doctor is incompetent or just a bag of dicks, both unfortunately likely, but i have hope :')