02/07/26

there's less than a week until my late sister's birthday now. it's getting harder to concentrate, which sucks as i have midterms and papers everywhere before the winter break. oh well. i always find a way to manage. it'll be tough though, seeing as i'm a little bit in need of supports at the moment. it's not like i'm wishing to find money on the hood of my car or anything (although finding something on my car that isn't a targeted attack would be cool, poor pearl has been through enough), i just want to be able to talk about it and feel it fully somehow.

my therapist was finally able to book me in for an appointment. her prices were raised, and i'm not sure how i'll be able to afford it, but at least i know that she's there, i suppose.

today will be full of studying and paper-writing. wish me luck! i think i'll be able to finish enough to stream tonight around 9pm cst, join if you'd like :) the username is the same for almost every one of my social media accounts. just don't be creepy, i don't have mods or the capacity... lol.