02/02/26

yet another update since i need a space to talk and be okay. whew!

today was quite long, and it was sooooo busy at work and sooooo busy at home! my poor roommate is sick, so i am taking care of the cleaning for the day. a lot happened at work already, and i'm quite sore, but i'd rather see her rest so she can get healthy. i'll just order myself some food so i don't have to worry about cooking.

i got myself a guided journal called "the body positive journal", since i gained some weight recently. i'm trying to be okay with not being 120lbs anymore. i do like how i look now, i think my curves are quite pretty and i'm happy that i fill out my shirts and pants more. but getting new clothing that fits better HAS been a drag, and i'm really not fond of my stomach. therefore, journal and gym! we'll hope this helps.

i have a lot more to do tonight before i get to sleep, so i think i'll leave it there for now. i'm disappointed that i've been doing less poetry and more journaling, but i think that it served its purpose in healing me. maybe it's a sign that i'm doing better. anyways... talk later <3