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My partner cheated on me.
Again.
And it’s…
I can’t help but feel like it’s somehow my own fault…
I’ve been in a lot of pain (chronically ill and pregnant) and haven’t wanted to have sex because of it. And I’m almost 100% sure that’s the reason…
And I feel disgusting. I feel worthless. I feel like I am never going to be worth anything to someone else. Every relationship (sans the first two) I’ve been cheated on… that means it has to be something I’m doing, right?
…I wanna die… so badly…
I’m not going to. But I want to.
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⚣ maikol
hey i cant understand the situation fully because i am still young but just know it's not your fault 🙏 it's theirs and they were selfish and horrible and decided to do stupid shit for a quick fuck. be safe out there
It really fking sucks.
Thank you, though. 💛 I appreciate the kind words. And even though I know it’s not on me, it still feels like I had to have done something (due to past experiences. Yay trauma. lol).
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