jan.29.2026 — cabin fever?

Im happy to say that the Sandy situation is resolved. For now. I dont know. This guy keeps getting new problems and then if im lucky then i get involved somehow so maybe there will be another Sandy situation, because there has been SO MANY OH MY GOD, but I THINK its over this time. They apparently do not suspect me of anything, Sandy is just mad that he lost access to something that couldve helped him in something or something (that is the shortest way i could have described it, not trying to yap too long)

Today I made scrambled eggs with bacon, ham, and mushrooms. We are now out of mushrooms. I also had a nice cup of chai.

I spent most of today thinking about useless stuff. Honestly, i dont like people (theyre mean) and i dont like doing work, but i really am hopeful for school to open back up. I have been in my head too freaking much this week, and just want to get out. I think im losing my mind. I feel my brain deteriorating. Im chronically online with nothing else to do and thinking of nothing but thoughts and thats not good for me cognitively when im mentally chasing my own tail all day every day. I also regret fucking my hair up.

School is apparently open tomorrow and, while I JUST said I wanted to get back there for the sake of my brains' health, i dont know what we're supposed to do with just 1 day of school in a week? It doesnt make sense to me... anyways, since this account is so young and only started a short while ago, tomorrows blog will be the first blog that narrates a day at school for me yayaya

My ass is not looking forward to that fuckass culinary class bro.... i want out of it so badly.

I just watched a movie. The girls in the movie were pretty. I am extremely jealous and full of self-loathing and wish to be perfect more than anything but i dont want to be depressing so I will keep the details of it to myself. I hope tomorrow goes well.

- A.D. 🪽