I hate doing sad blogs or negative blogs and only want to blog about good and fun things that happen every day and everything just keeps getting worse and worse and worse, so as a result i havent done a single blog in a bit and havent even touched this account. Sorry. What I said in another blog about "i love my life!!!" when i was in psychosis was such a fat fucking lie lol. Actually, I got the c... » Continue Reading
Again, uneventful day. This will be my shortest entry yet. I made a good bowl of steak and noodles and my dad is STILL going on about the protest that OTHER kids stupidly did. I dont see things getting better at any point in the future — A.D. 🪽 nav .top{ background: transparent; } nav .links{ background: linear-gradient(0deg,rgba(97, 97, 97, 1) 0%, rgba(102, 102, 102, 1) 21%, rgba(56, 56, 56, 1) 4... » Continue Reading
I FORGOT TO POST YESTERDAY. So i will admit I think I was being a little mental about the whole "social exprriment" thing. That is my mistake for barely sleeping at all the night before. But I still think theres some foul play involved, just not by anything interesting or meaningful. It would be maybe teacher involvement at the worst. Im such a retarded chud. I hate my brain. Literally nothing ha... » Continue Reading
I feel that something is wrong today, or ever since yesterday. It actually started the moment I left my house without even actually entering the school. First, when I entered the car, I thought I heard some voice which sounded like it was coming from a speaker or a radio (later learned it might be police radios or something). Then when we were nearly to the school, we saw a suspicious looking man... » Continue Reading
edit: spelling Today was something. I want to spout everything at once but I'll go in order of each event. My dad woke up in a bad mood today, but i think i salvaged it. Either way I get the feeling it's going to be a long weekend especially after certain events of today. See, a few days ago, my friend Ruby posted something on her instagram story about an anti-ice walkout happening today. My thou... » Continue Reading
For the past few days, I have been watching 1 James Bond movie per day. I also suddenly want to start working out again so I can become strong and win in a fight. I dont think the two are correlated, though. I made another steak today, this time with sautéed onions and a baked potato, and.... i overcooked the steak. It at least was flavorful anyways. Ive decided im going to form a plan of some sor... » Continue Reading
If anyone remembers the girl from my first blog that probably liked me... the situation is getting worse. She is making it increasingly obvious that she likes me and obviously i dont like that. The topic of orientation actually came up today when my friends (including her) and I were all talking. she was under the assumption that i was lesbian for some reason, I said that I thought I was whatever... » Continue Reading
Waooow its the first of the month Im just going to say that i will no longer be making daily blogs/diary entries. I will still be trying to make blogs that are daily but on days that I have nothing to talk about, I will talk about nothing. - A.D. 🪽 edit 2/3/2026: it did not take long for me to change my mind. Im going to make blogs every single day anyways. I only wont post if i forget. nav .top{ ... » Continue Reading
Today was uneventful, like yesterday, but they say no news is good news and i completely agree with that. But, last night had a very restful sleep. I also had a fun dream. I forgot most of it, but let me go as far back as i can remember... In my first dream i was in some weird thing of the future, like i could jump times/dimensions/something??? It is SO difficult to explain because wtf but i can e... » Continue Reading
Fortunately i feel better about my looks today. I did good with my makeup. Barely anybody showed up today. The school is mostly empty, and theres still ice and snow and that weird hybrid between mud and slushy snow that youll see a lot where i live around this time of year. My favorite teacher who i will call Ms MD might misunderstand the uhh connection between me and my friend that i will call ... » Continue Reading