I can’t deal with ts anymore lol

I can’t help but get jealous, I’ve had the same friends for years, I can’t make new friends. I see them make new friends and I’m happy for them but part of me is sickly jealous. I don’t wanna be jealous of it. I just don’t wanna be replaced. I know it’s easy. I’ll do anything though. I’ll change myself, change who I date, change who I like, change what I like, change how I dress. Everything. Ask me to do something and I’ll do it. Do anything to me and I’ll stay. Choke me, hit me, kick me, yell at me, I’ll stay because I think you’re able to change. Even if you never do.