laif update?

haaiii sorry for the inactivity; the trenches? i am in them.

uhmm some updates would be i kindaa had an ed relapse. except i never "healed" from it i was just binging all the time but now i am locked in HARD. hunger makes me such a bitch. but i feel safer that way. i also started going to school again and i forgot that it was kinda fun!! if you pretend youre in a slice of life anime and that your future isnt fucked. i am also including this whole part about school because i skipped two months. depression, what can i say. i have a fuck ton of make up work to do for classes I AM SO TIRED.

also my birthday is tomorrow! i was excited about it at the start of the month but now i am not anymore. im tired. im sleepy. all i want to do is sleep. go back to sleep... its all ive wanted to do for as long as i can remember.

anyway ill try making blog entries more often :ppp baaiiiii