ugh

people annoy me so bad i cant stand it

I hate my boyfriend final boss

i'm literally lesbian, i'm only with him in hopes of converting myself. sucks to say it doesn't work. 

everything he does pisses me off, I wish it was easier to find a girlfriend. all i want to do is kiss girls, the thought of my bf icks me out, his reposts make me gag, i want nothing but a friendship out of him.

I wish i liked boys the way normal girls like boys. I want to love a boy and be attracted to him.

I've always had a lot of guy friends but never any crushes on them, I realize now it's cause I was too busy staring at their girlfriends. 

I feel so gross and different and like such a freak. all my friends are dating and liking boys and i just don't. 

something in me wants to hit up the only lesbian i'm friends with and tongue her but thats pretty unrealistic.