angry or whatever

i hate house md fans so much, despite lit being one be4 it got much more populair. i dont even like chase so much but people treat him like hes the devil. every1 points out that he kissed a 9 year old, but she was DYING and that was basicaly her wish. if a 9 year old dying of cancer wanted a NON sexual kiss from you, wouldnt you do it?? he isnt a pedo, he is an annoying dude whos fatphobic(not defending him btw) and killed someone (deserved). all the house md fans care about is hilson and defending house. house did so many things wrong, did every1 forget that hes transphobic and hates asexuals??? these tards will h8 on chase and taub, but wil defend house anytime of the day. he isnt redeamable, stop pretending that he actualy hates ever1 eaqualy.

i have a fuck ton of things to do, like really important, but i just do nothing all day. im on the leaderboard in a game with around 9 players online, and i wont tell any1 about the game. im gatekeeping because i know that people will be better than me, so id rather play a stupid old game with bots in it. every1 ruins everthing for me.

i started h8ing my best friend again, she spent 5+ hours playing a stupid border game on roblox with the girl we all hate (check older blogs if u dont understand why) the biter keeps leaving the snapchat chatgroup everytime someone calls her behaviour out. when we were talking about my dog she suddenly asked my best friend how her ex-boyfriend was feeling( for no reason at all except to make her sad) and i decided to call her out, despite my stupid bitch of a best friend ignoring it. i always ignore my problems, and the time i decide to be selfish makes me a horrible person. oh and btw my best friend asked me to make stickers of the biter in the chat( which sends a message 2 every1) and i did it, but i took a foto of her asking me that as proof if she starts h8ing me. this blog is too long but i feel like shit.

i wish all my friends start to finally do something about the biter, every1 complains about her, and people hate us because we hang out with her. i found out that she also goes to therapy, i hope she gets sent away. i only go to therapy because my mom kinda forced me, its so annoying to wake up at 6 every monday. i feel like a bully because i h8 her, but then i realize that my best friend would bully me if she never had to stay an extra schoolyear. she actualy bullied people, not kidding btw. yikes, but shes the only person i have left at school.

my ears still hurt way too much, and theyre still ugly.