Listen to me complain about the weather

I slipped and fell today, i was alright, didn't really even register it. But it's psychologically painful, almost flipped off the patch of ground i slipped on, showed restraint and didn't do so. 

We didn't get any snow on christmas, now it's everywhere and the temperature is consistently below -10°C, snow is alright, it's fine. But i hate anything that throws off my balance (ice and packed snow) i hate it. I don't wanna look like an idiot and just fall over, it's worse if someone asks me if i'm alright, bro does it fucking look like it. 

This isn't even the worst kind of weather we get, just wait till spring where it gets warm so everything melts, then freezes again and it's genuinely a deathtrap, then we might get a nice layer of snow on top, so you don't even know if there's an icy doom waiting for you under it.

Also i gotta survive my depression getting worse because i can't see the sun, i don't like summer that much also i don't go tanning or to the beach in general that often, but i like sunsets and not freezing. I hate getting sweaty during the absolutely hellish temperatures we get in july and august tho, it's madness, also my apartment doesn't have air conditioning. The temperature was 35°C last summer at worst (inside my house btw) so i couldn't do much except just lie down and wish for death with my fan going 24/7 on the highest setting. I'm gonna build a diy ventilation system or something, i can't live like that again.

So the plan is to get a bunch of old computer fans and put them to the window to blow out air on the side of the house that gets sun and cover the rest of the window with foil. On the cool side of the house i'm gonna have a similar setup blowing air inside. Gonna have to ask my engineer of a father to approve the construction of this bs.

And yes, my landlord doesn't wanna install an ac unit.

Hope that everything else is staying warm tho, or cool (depending on hemisphere ig) 

Thank you for your time.