IM NOT A FREAK

me and my gf are both A+ 110% virgins like she just started cheek kisses at 18 n i have only had a freak makeout. n like she is really hot so every now and then i tell her that n shes like, “yo ny gfs a freak, if she wants to have sex n shit im gonna follow her lead” but like brother, i am not a freak fr, just a pervert. she knows im a perv bc like ive shown signs but like… im not …. also she was really embarrased to admit shes looked at my boobs b4, dude im a DD n i wear revealing tops, idk if shes scared bc im younger than her or if fr shes scared im gonna try to like fuck her, its been like a month man. whatever