my ears and life

ears: the bandage is gone and i hate my life. my ears were originaly perfect but too big and stuck out too much, now theyre smaller and flat, but the inside shell thing sticks out. theyre so hideous, im lit so dissapointed. 3500 euro spent 4 no reason. they highkey hurt but whatever.

friends: i iggnored her until she suddenly messaged me something on snap, she wanted to play roblox swarma game. i took her back because im a desperate faggot without friends. after everything we got back to being friends. for some reason we were kinda play h8ting on each other and she suddenly said 'its so hot' and in the context i got freaked out, but turns out she meant that it was hot in her room (rooms were never mentioned). why are straight girls always so freaky????

ctrl alt del/ analog n dpad: omg omg omg z.k is backk!!!!!!!!!!!!! they saved ethan and they did it in a hot way. tbh tim buckley would rather write a nonbinary character (z.k) and a gay one (lucas) just to avoid writing women, that dude does NOT like women. ethan is prob dying but i was too excited about z.k. to care. reading analog n dpad is just like injecting utself with queerbait heroin, ethan and lucas almost kissed because of a cronutmuffin, and the whole weird thing with z.k.'s eye colour.

life: im on the edge of joining the simpsons fandom again because i keep getting those crappy 100 vid parts of simpsons episodes with narating. i lowkey dont want go get back into it cause that was a pretty cringy and low part of my life. my mom keeps pmoing me cause she keeps talking about my autism, like hoe shut up you still mourn ur dead mom. also she keeps eating so little around me and basicaly bragging about how she should lose weight, stupid anorexic bitch. shes the reason i used to be on ana twt and shed twt (not anymore luckily)