I dislike when my friends like people outside of me. I especially despise when I can tell that they like said people more than me. I should be the most important person in all of my friends lives, but I know that I’m quite awful to be around, given that I can’t go more than a week without have a full panic attack.
Whatever… I was meant to live online, where my depravities will be considered relatable little tidbits that others can find comfort in. All I truly am is a poster boy for sort of problematic neetpilled internet angels to latch onto
Lemme get a BLESS in the chat hahaha ^_^
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Angelpetals.
BLESS!! (nso ref??)
everyone hates me irl so i kinda just choose to live in the internet
W0RM
Why do you consider your self awful to be around?
Well, I’m just so hyper aware of my own faults. Even though I’m pretty good at not letting it affect those around me, I know that I’m pretty boring and a very jealous person. I can hardly function if not in the perfect environment and not many people are able to handle my frequent mood changes. It’s exhausting as I don’t like many people in the first place and I have a love/hate relationship with most of my friends. I appreciate you asking though ^_^
by DirtAngel ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚; ; Report
╰( ̄ω ̄o) ou I see... And why are you like that if i may ask (´・ω・`)?
by W0RM; ; Report
Eh it’s hard to say honestly. Depression, mixed with several other things I need not get into make it hard to exist as a functional human being 3
by DirtAngel ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚; ; Report
yeaaa... I understand, I was depressed for 5 years and... well my mind was absolute chaos, but as long as you have the will to improve little by little and learn why you are who you are, you will gradually understand everything.
It's just a matter of time you'll see ^_^
wish you good luck (^人^)
by W0RM; ; Report