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i remembered my password 2 my old fb account frum like 2014 and holy SHET. i read all the convos w my 2 ex bestfriends and theyve moved on duh so its not like i can be like HAYYYYY WE HAD SM FUN WANNA REUNITE!?!?! like ew no thats gross but like. it was such a fun time in my life. i wish i could go back but i cant. i wonder if they ever wonder ab me too. prolly not but. whatever. and even if we do reunite rn it will not be like how it used 2 be. thats what i gotta keep reminding myself. i was a cringe fuck and so was my friend ( i still am but in a different way) so even if i re-open that door, that doesnt mean it will ever be how it used to be, even if we become friends again. shit its been almost 10 years like? ofc it wont be like that. i just have to accept it instead of checking if the door is closed over n over n over n over.
N.Eway
keep doors that r closed closed.
luv, hugz and tearz
-XxXbloodykissXxX
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Atlas Fox
It was 2014, I think you can pretty much text em causally if you treat it like a school regathering or something, then a few days later, ask for advice casually, then a good morning and keep the conversation up after that if they’re up to it too. People usually miss their old friends, I’m pretty sure they didn’t delete you off their memories
ur so right, im just scared of seeming like a loser whos stuck in the past yaknow? like the feeling that every1 moved on and im back here like "heeyyy hey!!! hey guyz!! remember meeee!!!". thats what im mostly scared of :c
by XxXbloodykissXxX; ; Report
Oh we all are bastards to nostalgia, I still search up my middle school friends sometimes, trust me, I haven’t seen a single person not smile while thinking of the good old days, unless they’re stone cold, your good. If they are, then you’re not missing out on anything! A no lose situation
by Atlas Fox; ; Report
thank u!!!!!! ok ok as im not the only one whos the victim of nostalgia... i did it. i followed on ig as a kind of passive "hey" without making it too direct to see if respectfully there is a chance for a reunion. THANK U. even if i dont get a response at least i know i tried!!!!
by XxXbloodykissXxX; ; Report
Good luck!!!! You did it!! Proud of you!!!!!!
by Atlas Fox; ; Report