so he felt like he needed to better himself to be with me cause he felt out of my league and he said he spent sm money on clothes and a pandora $200 necklace which would be a surprise for me. Keep in mind I buy all my shit from second hand stores or DIY, I'm BROKE. when he told me he spent more than $20 on clothes i called him insane. so this is something he projected on me. Like his thought proce... » Continue Reading
2026 iz here and nothing haz changed. if u asked me at the start of 2025 if i ever thought shit would end up like this, id tell u to stfu and theres no fucking way u would throw the 3 yearz of friendship down the trash. but if u asked me if i was sure, id tell u that i had a feeling it would go like this frum the moment i met u. im not stupid, i knew u started pulling away slowly n slowly. holy sh... » Continue Reading
basically everyone iz dead from our family tree except my 2 parentz and 2 cousinz that r not even in my town sOOO we don't rly give a fuck abt countdown n whatever. will that make my parentz stop from playing pretend for the new yearz lil miserable event in our house? nOOOO. we just have to pretend to tolerate each other laik nothing happenz! so im just waiting to get it over with. 3 and a half mo... » Continue Reading
♥︎ Da da da da, da da da da ♥︎ Da da da, da da Da da da, da da I don't know if I can yell any louder How many time I've kicked you outta here? Or said something insulting? Da da da, da da I can be so mean when I wanna be I am capable of really a » Continue Reading
im thinking of making a side blog with a different theme cuz i rlyyy rlyyyy dont feel like changing the one i have rn cuz I'd have 2 change the whooole layout and stickerz too and im soooOoo lazYyyyYyy but then how'd i update blog entries? laik which blog would i choose?? idk what 2 doooo » Continue Reading
just woke up nd im making sum coffeeeee :o i had 7 hours of sleep today so i feel ALOTTTT bettah than yesterday when i only had 5 nd i felt SICK (in a bad way!!) N.Eway... QUACK!!🦆 luv, hugz nd kisses, -XxXbloodykissXxX » Continue Reading
laif has been so shitty lately cuz i feel like everything haz emotionally been pilling on top of each other... i have nothing sorted out and i have this huge medical exam in january so im very anxious BUT... once this gets off my shoulder... thingz will fawl into place. like i feel like therez thingz pilling but in reality if that one thing goez well... it will all go well!! u know? everything els... » Continue Reading
hi guyzzz!! i was thinking ab stuff 2day and i thought abt this: i LOVE bands. but i HATE concerts. im not talking abt small live shows of a band thats not rly that famous and theres a LOOOT of space in the crowds. im talking LOTSS of ppl. like a greenday concert. my friend went recently to a greenday concert and it made me start thinking. if u asked me when i was 13 id tell u theres NO way id mis... » Continue Reading
my sleep schedule is PURE TRASH im watching a 1 hour long vid on lost media, smoking a cig and just thinking ab LAIF!!!!!!!>:3 i luv it when its night time (day-time technically...) so i wake up in the morning (alarm clock), I run my errands and then sleep the rest of the day until its night time again YAYAYAYYAYAYAY unless my friend asks me on a call.. then i have 2 double my coffee intake T_T mo... » Continue Reading
i remembered my password 2 my old fb account frum like 2014 and holy SHET. i read all the convos w my 2 ex bestfriends and theyve moved on duh so its not like i can be like HAYYYYY WE HAD SM FUN WANNA REUNITE!?!?! like ew no thats gross but like. it was such a fun time in my life. i wish i could go back but i cant. i wonder if they ever wonder ab me too. prolly not but. whatever. and even if we do... » Continue Reading